I have found something called body code, that heals childhood And other traumas. The best part is it's fairly painless- you set up the session and the person does the healing session on you, and then sends a report of what traumas came up to be cleared. The results I'be had after 3 sessions have been pretty good. Def look it up. My practitioner charges 220/session but she had a deal at one point for 3 for 333. The stuff we go through as kids can totally lead to these difficult times. You're not alone and there is help! 💓